Woohoo exams are coming to an end soon!! I just wanna pass all papers tyvm. Scoring well is just a bonus! Fmgt was okay i guess but i screwed it up here and there... oh well its over so heck care already la har? Gonna chiong study eba tml. 1 day to study 1 module which would be tested on 7 topics. AWESOME =.= hoping to really get selected for the IBSM trip to china in march next year as well, im leaving SG and parents for 2 weeks! How awesome is that?!!
okayy back to my personal life. Away from studying , education crap. Its nice to treat others and put a smile on theit face :) it makes you feel better inside too. Maybe thats what i needed and did, treating qiyu and djj to starbucks. 1-For-1 today too so yea ~ hahahaha . Must balance happy and what not eh. Stupid person that tried to enter my life.. so hard to push away and get rid of completely. Way too cling-y and is getting me quite irritated. Took mutu's advice and was effective to the point of seeing immediate results ^^
Mutu, thats another story. Been sharing more hidden hidden feelings/thoughts of me with her for the past 2 days. Idk i sense a change with her but i think im just being paraniod.. well having that strong feeling of love(in general) and falling out of it suddenly and staying single for 3 years is taking its toll on me man.. sick and tired of the stupid lonely feeling that overwhelms me from time to time.
Making me do stupid stuff too la! Thou i blame it on HIMYM. Anyhow trying to talk to random pretty girl but failing. Well it was a great distraction from studying :p
There are always those ppl that i wanna grow old and spend the rest of my life with, never forgetting them or even still hanging out from time to time. Ash, ahma. We now already sitting at void deck drinking greentea eating peanuts while talking till quite late lorh. Mutu. First and true love can never be forgotten, and i will forever still hold that feeling close to me no matter what. How i wish i can just hold you close to me once more too...
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