Graduate lo!

(delayed)毕业咯！Although its unofficial, who cares man. 3years... 3years of THAT kind of life. I cant imagine uni life omg. I really just YOLO-ed my last 2 papers, hardly study at all and even if i did, its super last minute. Just pray and touch wood i dont fail anything and have to repeat sem... Surprisingly, when i estimated my marks, i calculated that i can score higher for the hardest module(intl econs) than the stupid intl purchasing module! Hmmmm.

Anywaaayyy, the grp sort of met up after the paper ended to sit and talk for awhile before parting ways. Or so i thought! Went to town for my intended usual ramen at Ippudo, went up the escalator and 3 of them was there. Gave each other the shocked and why-are-you-here face. Well applies more to me cause they were already guessing id go thr for my meal. An honestly happy coincidence :) Joined them for a meal at Cafe Antoinette, 4ppl sharing a salad, braised beef and pasta. Food was okay for me, the beef was the best of all, i think what made the place lovely is that posh classy ambiance and furniture! Went on for desserts at Paris Baguette followed by coffee at Dome accompanied by macarons from Canale. Talked for sooooo long. But its really enjoyable as it felt as though there wasnt anything else to think or be bothered about. Shared stories, time passed so quickly! Just enjoy life with the company of friends. How i wish i can live life like that every single day.

Was getting late and we all left for home. But for me, there was TENNIS waiting for me! WOOHOO! Talk about the cherry on top of the cake :D didnt play my best but who cares! I enjoyed myself and thats all that matters. Now, everything feels different. Theres no more studying to be preparing for any time soon. Now its work, enjoy life abit more before the government wants me. After that id have to really decide on my life : work straight, go for a uni or any other options..

Hope i make the right decision. Hope i walk down the right path which enables me to live a comfortable and some what luxurious life be it alone or if ive found my partner by then :p No kkm for supper tonight, already had a bottle of apple cider earlier on so its time for bed. Goodnights!

Hope

Its been a long time, yes i know. But that doesnt really matter does it? Everyone tells me there is hope, there is still a chance. But ive never agreed with them. I just dont see it the way they do. Some say its a good thing, others say its a bad thing. Good or bad, there is nothing i can do about it can i? Sometimes, you just have to go with the flow. Things may suck now but who knows, the future may turn for the better. Just got to keep living on. Just fate, as some would say. Dont like taking risks which i know i cant take the loss. Even though the gain is unimaginable, the loss would be unbearable too..

How i wish i can just migrate and restart my entire life. Whole new set of friends, different environment, a new life. Forget everything good and bad that has happened in the past and just live for the future. How i wish i could just let everything and everyone, that was part of my life, go. Doing that would just be running away right? Aish...

But still, with recent conversations, i vaguely came up with my life plan! After ns, get a job, earn money. Know what i really like and maybe pursue a degree in that field. And with enough money, set up my own cafe or restaurant. Live that rest of my life as simple as i can. Location, doesnt have to be limited to sg. As a matter of fact i really wish to get out of sg. Meet my other half maybe, settle down and enjoy life the best we can. If not just enjoy life by myself hahs. Cant really be living this singlehood forever too... Its just quite lacking in certain aspects.

Gosh really need to sleep soon. Last min studying before my first paper the day after! *prays hard i dont fail anything* goodnights :)

Valentine's

Really enjoyed my Valentine's this year. Lovely dinner at Vineyard. One of the best meals i ever had, also one of the most expensive too. Nonetheless its still worth it :) Thank you for going out with me. Shame we didnt take photo tgt after dressing up so nicely but oh well ~ best moments are best stored in the mind. This would be a good memory to look back to in the future.

While still on the topic of Valentines, my mom seriously need maintain sia! Why so rush and anxious to know if i have a gf or when am i going to get one. She even said my neighbor(yes we go to the same sch, are quite close and our parents know each other) was quite a good choice -.- Wa piang what the heck is she thinking sia. If got girl that wants me and i find her acceptable, i long ago jiu take liao. If not i dont need go through this bumpy 4yrs of singlehood! But ahh... I miss the feeling of loving and being loved. Been telling myself single is better but humans are built to seek love :/ Cant do anything about that.

Okay ive gotta stop slacking that much and focus more on studying now. Come on last sem le just get it done and over with! Tolong tolong dont let me fail anything pls. Even though my projects and tests are quite well done, there is always this small chance (touchwood) of doing damn badly for the final exam... Gahhh i wanna tennis more :( wanna enjoy life more :( but for now, studies. Sigh!