to my dear friend who is like a brother to me. i know how u feel..ive been thru it be4..sort of.. but u shouldnt be always living in the past.sometimes u gotta move of..there may a be a brighter future ahead. uve been wif her for a long time so its not as thou u don know how she is like..like i said.. a bird isnt meant to be caged..and sometimes..the more u hold on to her the more she wants to leave u..try loosening ur grip and she might come to u automatically.. its good to let ur heart out sometimes..don keep ur emotions bottled up! like wad they say in today's talk..wear a mask..but take it off occasionally to show how u truly feel and ppl will understand u more..but fried..dont forget..u arnt the only one..theres a lot more ppl who are juz like u or even worse..and im one of them sadly to say >< everyone experiences this sooner or later..its juz up to u on how u move on from here =D... btw..guys arnt usually the one who needs to feel wanted..its the girls..so if u really wan..or for future use..giv the girl more attention and she will respond in favor..hopefully

ahh..i dunno wad to say maan...sian diao..wad is wrong wif u two ppl..eu know how hard it is trying to be middle man and neutral at the same time! OMG

uncle seet realli talk alot man! hahs but at least he improved from last time le..now realli alot lesser.

lessons are back to 2.10 on usual days yay! but got stupid structure remedial>< sianx... still havnt complete my mt hwk and my ss essay.geog half done onli but not bad..amath havnt even touch D= after school.. went help out pt again..those sec 1 can realli giv us a bad headache. they NVR listen and even if they do, after 5 seconds they are back to square one ><

I realli don wanna cut my hair anymore man>< its like wth..wad has my hair got to do wif my study. the more u make me cut the more i hate u chers and the more i don wanna study>< don u see the link== both don benefit. let us do wad we like larh..at least one of us is happy ==

PS eh seany boy. followed u and ur girl all the way to lrt. nvr let u hanky panky..at least i nvr follow u onto the train lorh>< walked home..without the rain D=

after that out-of-no-where torrential..the sun was up and thr a slight drizzle while i was walking home. LOVED IT! <3 the pitter-patter of rain drops on my face.the coolingness. haha..how much have i waited for a day like today =D
shot..quite well..a few outs(8) but its okay..don mind at all~ juz like the 'feel' of shooting today..like very relaxed and stuff.. hahs..tml phy spa@@ 　みな、がばて

new spare fone! some disney one..damn cheap can..79 onli == haha cute also =D

Realli enjoyed myself ytd despite some setbacks =D haha...chionged to pri school after tat crappy cher keep holding mii back >< watched 'marley and me' den headed to taka to buy ahmas bdae present..spent 45 siol juz on royce chocos..

today..tuition like usual..was damn tired during amath...
realli dunno wads wrong sia wif eu ;( why are eu always like that..i dun even know wad i did wrong this time? haix..i give up man..kns ><
is it juz me or wad..i feel as though i dont know eu at all liao ><

aur two fuckerss are really getting on my nerves. juz because eu got some role in shooting club doesnt mean eu can make use of it and abuse it like nothing.your nothing compared to issac,tty and sean. eu were chosen only because there was no other better candidate. eu said bec eu were in charge the shooting club is getting better. fuck yourself man. eu made a change for the better? screw eu. screw your attitude. eu said yourself that being a captain or vice captian doesnt mean having to be a role-model. den when we go bowling..eu say cannot. den say wad u urself show an example by not going and staying in the range. helpers should just help and not play..wad was that about role-modelling you bloody fucker. when sean was captain..eu were helpers and eu also go play without permission..did we say anything? no.. wad makes eu think eu have the right to say us now eu asshole.

eu say the shooting camp sucks..it was not well planned and stuff..eu say that there are many places to improve on: every little point can be improved on.and when those little points get improved, the difference will be alott. eu are plainly saying that eu can do better..well go ahead..its not east planning a camp by yourself wif no reference to previous camps as this is the FIRST. we also didnt get much help from our own seniors if i rmb correctly.everything was done by ourself..and when i say how about u make ur own camp..you fuckingly told me to have some of US to help you cause you cannot manage by yourself. Your words are fucking ironic and sometimes..they can realli led to you making other ppl pissed. i truly wanted to just break your nose bone today if your mom and my parents wernt on good terms.. i may not be the best senior you can ever get nor am i showing a good example..but my patience has a fucking limit that is realli low on people like you. getting trouble is like my daily life so i don give a fucking damn. worry about yourself when you piss me. fuckers

hmm..emath..same old boring..kept talking to jianhong instead of filing my stuff..also nvr bring my file..so hack care..eng..went thru some oral stuffs....recess...amath..onli attended for like 15min..went through 2 questions onli be4 leaving..went safra with ALOT of ppl..slack a while,ate den played pool..tmd lost to ash twice -.- slept realli untill damn shiok today safra at the comfy chair =D hahs..grats to all who won =D wssc won the challenge shield again =D grats =DD ARM also won third..stupid sean indiv got win also.tsktsk..

got lots of work to catch up D= ahh sian!!

hahs today nvr go school again..went for NTU shoot...tsktsk...not bad larh...550 with a sprain ankle and not using my own glove...went back..quite early..1 plus..den we sec 4 purposely pon MT and some of eng =D

Eng 15/30
MT 23/60*
Geog 15/25*
SS 13/25*
Chem(sub) 46/60
Bio(sub) 49/60
Phy 26.5/60
Emath 36/40
Amath 33/40

Why do things always start the way u wanted..and end miserably..i juz don understand..and..no matter how hard i tried to forget..it always come back unconsciously..WHY!its satying stuck thr in my head not leaving..ive tried but still doesnt work..why is ppl so stress up now man..its onli the start of the year and ppl are cracking up..its no longer like the past..theres no joy in schooling anymore..its juz monotonous miserable schooling day after day..u sit down..listen to the cher talk..or ppl like me..stand for not doing hwk or smt...and sooner or later fall asleep onli to be waken up by the shouting of ur cher of ur friends care..wad has happened to life...haix..stupid sean get first for amath again == lol srprising..the norman sitting position of us 4 got the top 4 for amath this ct1..sean first..solo?!?! 2nd.. cheak3rd..nb i 4th =.=