Third week of pro term in MP and I'm already shagged out. The 1,3,5 morning PT, the endless hours of lectures on law, and the high level of discipline required. But looking on the other side, all these are way better than chionging sua, having little admin time and weekend burns. Another plus side, camp is just 20min away from home.
Whenever some important things occur on a national scale, MP is always the first few to be activated. And with the passing of LKY, us cadets were activated too. Though it may be a minor role, it was still an honour to be helping out in the procession. Amazed at how some ppl can queue under the hot sun or though the night for 8hrs to pay respects to him. On the actual day, it was a downpour. Standing still for 2hours under that rain, waiting for him to pass by, and for that 30seconds, saluting him before he enters the UCC. Being in uniform and carrying out an actual ops in a public place was a completely new thing and a great experience. Especially when wearing the MP formation badge, highest of standards are expected from us. But still, really touched by the acts of the public :) From helping us shield our bags with their umbrella from the rain, to a simple tap on the shoulder and a thanks for our services, it was all worth it. The most touching was their eyes. When they looked at us standing in that heavy rain without any cover.. Could never forget that sight.
Be it rain or shine, Singaporeans braved the elements to pay respect to our founding father Mr Lee Kuan Yew. Without him, we won't be where we are now, a well developed, safe and stable nation. His passing made me realize things, made me realize things I once took for granted, and how I should treasure them. Thank you.
Moving back to personal.
My running group now consists of a Commando, a Guardsman, a MP and a ST. Elites in our own aspect, performing critical roles and having more respect/power compared to other units. I feel that MP is changing me, in a good way. The implicit things I learn here are being applied to my daily life, which is a good sign.
But still, somethings would never change. The light grows dim once again. Shadows are creeping up to me, closing the distance I gained from them over time. A long time. When would it all end? When would I be truly happy once again? I hope it all comes soon...
Just looking forward to the long weekend this week. Public holiday on Fri, off in lieu on Mon. Awesome!
Pride! Discipline! Honour!
Our motto, what I'm starting to live by.
