IBSM trip as of now

7th day of IBSM trup to beijing/tianjing! Been enjoying myself for the past few days. Company visits were an eye opener as how often do you really get to visit such companies and factories?!Sightseeing was normal and most of the places i went before. Food was still okay though that picky and anti-vege side is still here. ;p Found out another thing about me sia... friend mentioned it to me : i have slight OCD. GEEZ I NEVER KNEW NOR REALIZED! Its kinda a bad thing right?? Though i myself am not very sure of it but i do realize i have certain habits when in my room. Not gonna say what is it cause i also dont know lollol! ;x

Free and easy in the evening and we always go out shopping and eating at nightmarkets etc. Another different experience one would never get when going overseas with a tour group : Getting from one place to another with no one to lead you, taking the public transport yourself and asking strangers for direction. How cool is that! Always boarding their MRTs during peak hours and we always get packed like sardines! arghh. So squeezy and hard to breathe! ;/ Those china people just heck care you and push and squeeze their way into the train one la. Fat people and squeeze until become skinny lorh wts. Kinda overspent over the past few days ahh.. dont know what the heck i doing also... 1 t-shirt and 1 button up shirt from Jack Jones for 600rmb, 120sgd. Then 3 t-shirt and 1 jeans from Hollister at 1250rmb, 250sgd... damn scared of what my parents would say when i get back sia!!! anwww still very happy with my buys esp those from hollister! ^^

IDK why this trip i get the worst scandal sia! Think almost EVERYONE keep saying me and this tall girl together. Walaoooo seriouslyyy just because of height and other stuff >< i know she quite pretty too lahhh and i hang out with she and her other pretty friend quite often too ;p HAHAHA This is confusing me lahh idk what to do now ~ aish... i hope its not what im thinking but still.... idk la not very safe to talk here too. Goshhhh why is this so hard and complicated!!!! Sigh just gonna sleep soon i guess ~ everyday sleep less than 6 hours. Seriously lack of sleep and can die sia!
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I miss the warmth, the care and the joy. I seek what i can see and live in constant fear of making the wrong decision. The past shapes a person the way he is now, and im a emotionally and relationship messed up person. idk how should or could i deal with this. I dont want to bring harm or unhappiness to anyone :( damn this is so hard. Am i to live like this forever? When would the time be right ~

great day

To sum everything up, today was a great day! In the wee hours of morning, had supper w charmaine and evan. Sat at the kopitiam to chat and catch up. Had a fun time talking! After that had an impromptu drinking session at the staircase! Damn badass siaa ~ traded with charmaine abit of my Martell for her Erdinger! Nice beer. Strong wheat and yeast taste. Not so bitter but not that sweet too!

Woke at like 10 after an insufficient 6hr sleep, headed to kallang to play tennis! Under the freaking hot sun for 2hrs la! Somemore its like 1-3pm! Got chao da lorh :( skin quite red now... thou my footwork and strokes are much better, i still need to work on my volley and esp my serve! Kept changing my motion.. at least now is like the 'final level'. Doing the full service motion that the pros are doing too!

Home, dinner and left for Changi straight! First time sensing friends off and it was damn coincidental! Knew 3 of my friends were flying off : mutu flight at 9.35pm, sinyee at 10pm and poo at 1.10am but reaching airport at 9pm. So the timing is damn swee to send all of them off ^^ found out that xiuyi was at the airport too only after i got home >< chatted with sinyee for quite abit before she entered the departure hall, next was mutu. Didnt talk much but meh, at least got to send her off. Went starbucks to slack and waste time for awhile before poo reached. Sat w her and her mom! Quite awkward but didnt really care ~ accompanied her till she went in the departure hall cause her mom already left . Tsk so sad sia!! Parent throw their own children at the airport to go home cause tml have work >< lucky i was there to accompany ~

Stayed till quite late and thus missed the last train. Bo bian take cab home. Burned $24 siaaa.. freaking poor now :( gotta sleep liaoo. Tml tennis again! Seriously chionging tennis for the the past and coming few days sia. Need to train and improve as much as i can before i fly for china! Go there no chance to play :( can only train physical... oh well! Goodnights

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