Whats the point of believing in love once more? Went china, got disturbed by EVERYONE with a particular girl who was quite tall. But the truth was that i 看上 her bestfriend. Laughter and jokes aside, i tried. Only my buddy knew about all these and she supported me. Even her bf told me just do it. Just dont 'jam break' and go through with everything.. yea i did, but kept having this feel that the person that would be jamming the brake isnt me but her instead. Turns out my feel was right la fk :(
Thou we werent really tgt, had just one dinner tgt, but its still affecting me like shit. At lost once again lah. Thought had the chance with all the reasoning my buddy gave, but doesnt seem to be true afterall. Heaven must be toying with me la. Done with one, gave me 2 to choose from, chose 1, got shot down today, and let me meet my pri sch love at timbre. Wtf man. God, you just want me drink until my liver dies at age of 30 isit?! Arghh fml totally
