Game of life.

Life is unpredictable. It throws you into unexpected situations where you have no idea what to do. The more you want it, the more you wont get it, the more you dont want it, the more you get it. One can never really have full control over a situation no matter how calm he may appear. The lies that come out from your lips will never be equal to the lies your face express. Calm, happy, carefree may be observed, but deep down, can you confidently say he is feeling like that on the inside too?

Another topic.
The game of fishing is a difficult and confusing one based on the player. For some it may be easy, or others, down right impossible. The fishes varies too in the same comparison. Its all about having the right match. Even if you managed to hook on to a fish, you may not be able to reel it in. It may be swimming as hard as it can away from you. In this situation, 1 of 3 things may happen. 1) the fish gets tired and you reel it in. 2) you get tired and give up on the fish. 3) the fish swims so strongly and manages to break the line and swim off. There isnt a good probability for a favourable outcome in this situation, so its important to know the limits. How much are you willing to put in and sacrifice in order to reel it in. Its really difficult and the chances are pretty low for the average joe. But there would always be the day there you managed to hook that prized fish of yours and take it home. Its just that you have to be patient and wait for that day to come. For you may be in the wrong fishing spot, using the wrong bait or the fish might still be in open waters far away from you..

Monotone

Lifes a bore, its just the same thing day after day, week after week. Eat sleep work shows tennis repeat. Occasional going out with friends makes things interesting but how often does that happen eh. Well im stuck with NP for idk how long more, works getting way too monotonous. Slacking more than doing actual work. Its tough you know, when you slack, time passes so much more slowly.. Hope i can quit soon and just nua at home, go out chill once in a while. The only limitation is of course, money. Surviving on my pay, not relying on parents anymore.

Speaking of pay, i really dont understand, which ancient Chinese came up with the tradition of the child giving parents money when they start working. I sort of understand but i just dont get it. And i am FORCED to comply with this tradition just because im Chinese. That part i really hate. Getting stuffed with traditional mambo jumbo in the face and doing things just because im of a certain group.
Joined up for STA Intermediate Tournament, singles and doubles. Hope i dont get knocked out in the first round! *fingers crossed* Been training more seriously now for this tournament but my body is still damn weak. Getting injured easily aint helping. Now, wrist still not fully recovered from over use... Why am i so weak ~ lousy body. Lousy motivation and determination to strengthen up.

Anwwwwwwww some good news! I passed my Practical Test! The tester could have failed me on no problem but thankfully he didnt. Waiting for Driving License to arrive soon yay! But also not much point since i got no car and ive got no means to convince parents to get me one :( i really wanna drive out, no nore squeezing on the bus, no more standing on long journeys, no more physical contact with strangers which i really hate, no more thoughts on trying to kill old ppl who really piss me off with their im-old-so-i-can-do-whatever-i-want attitude, cutting queue and EXPECTING a seat to be given to them. Until i get a car.. I have to face all this bullshit :/ oh well

This life, i dont understand. Everything is just a lie. And to face a lie, you need a lie too. I feel like im back to my early secondary sch situation, just that i show more happiness instead of nothingness. Give people what they like to see and they wont question much right? Sigh idk now. Living day after day, it gets tiring.