Friday, September 26, 2014

Book Out #1

26/09/14. The very first book out day of my NS life. To be honest, I have no idea how I managed to survive that 2+ weeks of confinement. I guess my section mates played a huge role. They are just a nonsense bunch of assholes whom I like hanging around. No asshole assholes or idiots I dislike the first moment I see their face. There are a few from other sections but meh who cares about them. I find my section being the most bonded out of the 4 where almost everyone goes along well with another. There are a few quiet ones here and there who hardly talk but still, they are nice folks :)

In army, I've decided to live by this few phrases : Act blur, live longer. Don't think, just do.  Life is hard, but it is even harder when you are stupid.

Trying my best not to get 'marked' by the commanders and getting tekan for no reason. Though there is always a few black sheeps dragging the whole platoon down with their dumbness. Still proud of myself in terms of running. Pretty decent 2.4 timing of 10.40, can be considered fastest in terms of the running trainings. Speeding past the commanders is such a shiok feeling I swear :D

Training is tough but it's worth it as the results are slowly showing. Having an easier time doing pull ups now! :) Fingers crossed that I can somehow get into OCS but I don't wanna wayang my way in. I wanna just be myself, not betray my own way of living and doing things. Even if I can't, it's alright. This 2 years will be a good workout session for me! Get fit and healthy.

Knee failed on me in the last week of confinement, had to visit the MO and given 5 days of excuse RMJ (running marching jumping) for those non-NS folks. Some ppl think keng is the way to go but I find it a burden. You just sit out when others are doing the exercises and you get arrowed to do saikang work like sweeping floor. Screw it man, never going to see the MO again even if it breaks my body.

In this 2 short weeks of NS, I've really grown to appreciate stuff I took for granted before. The food in there is really shit. My dinner earlier which was just my moms standard chicken porridge tastes so damn good all of a sudden. Having the freedom to do whatever you want, not having to listen to instructions/ask for permission for every shit I do. All these little things... I can forsee, in 2 years, I will really change. But how much, I don't know. But there would definately be some improvements.

Gonna sleep soon, body clock tuned to NS life le.
RO for 27 Sep.
2315 Lights Out
0800 RV
0830 BFast
0900 Fall in bus stop tennis gear
0945 Tennis
1200 Admin time
1400 Lunch
1800 Dinner
2100 Mahjong tentatively.

Hahah all the NS shit incorporated into my life HAHAHA.

Thursday, September 4, 2014

Counting down

Counting down the days to my enlistment. Exactly a week. 7 days to go. Must enjoy life as much as I can before going in. Packing my days with events with different people. Mostly is eating and chilling eh. Guess that's my favourite way to enjoy life now. Good food with good company coupled with relaxing ambiance. Those 3 things are smt I would never get in army. Shit food, strangers everywhere, training and suffering. Really changing from heaven to hell.. Really have no idea how am I to survive in NS. Prays that I have nice section mates. At least normal people? Don't have someone that I'd always feel like killing or blanket partying in the middle of the night..

In other aspects, apparently things have taken a change and it's gotten better! Making some conversation which is good news! Hahah. But I seriously have no idea what I'm doing with myself uh. Damn not like me to do such things. Must be NS uh, since I HAVE NOTHING MORE TO LOSE LE. I'm not someone who loses things easily, but when I do, that thing is intangible. And it sucks cause it's harder to replace.

Gah enough for today. Gotta go town for atas(hopefully) lunch tml. Hehe can't wait! Money fly Nvm. Its worth spending such money on good food :)