Chill

Chill. Why suffer when you can enjoy life? My driving instructor : hungry, eat. Thirsty, drink. And he seriously teach me halfway ask me stop and go makan tgt. Seriously bullshit max. But he did make up for the time spent eating. Still damn wth la! Anw first driving prac was damn fun. The accelerator really likea sensitive uh! Getting the hang of it and speeding up little by little after each lap of the ulu ulu road. Hahah :)

Town-ed ytd to meet up and do proj. This group... I really dk what to say la. Really like damn slack yet we still can somehow get the work done. Had lunch at Ippudo again. So far, its the best ramen shop ive been to thou its abit high price wise. Ramen play was seriously a joke. Not worth it at all. The waitress seemed surprised when i said i didnt need the menu and just told her my order straight away haha! First time i sat at the 'bar' of a restaurant too damn cool!!! Sitting thr eating while watching the chef prepare peoples orders.

Stupid ah boon. Tempted me into getting my second cup while at starbucks before usual round of Smoothie king hehe^^ 3 cups of drinks = $20++. oops.

Shall hope i will fall asleep soon. And id really hope youd stop appearing in my dreams :/ its making me go crazy from all the overthinking. Its making me miss you even more... Damn it. Ah whatever goodnights ~

First time dressing up like that. Trying out different styles. Pardon the messy background in the pic. Hahah yes my room is forever in that state. No point cleaning up one.

Another quick one

Work is piling up and im starting to struggle to even keep up and cope with the pace things are going. I may only have 4 modules this sem but they are all so technical and memory-based subjects. IEF is seriously a freaking killer. I got lost at the 2nd or 3rd lect and i can really die trying to understand that shit. Projects due after elearning which is next week. And after that comes the common test. Ah fuck really need to buck up and start doing those projects and studying for the damn tests!

On a happier note, i passed BTT earlier on in the afternoon :) 47/50 aint that bad right? Haha. Can finally start learning and hit the roads once i get my license and car. Supper is gonna be a common thing and screw public transports. Squeezing w smelly ppl and having to tahan kaan chiong kiasu uncle/aunty. But contradicting to this is.... Im planning on going overseas to study. And im kinda hating SG. So the car...... Haha.

Been more open in regards to sharing thoughts and feelings recently. If i can, id just answer whatever you ask. I dont get why ppl bad mouth others until so jialat that they put up some kind of barrier between each other and give those weird looks. Judge me all you want for who i hang out with but i try to remain as neutral as possible. I dont want any harsh feelings. I just want everyone around me to be happy... Is that so difficult to understand?

Humans are way too complicated and selfish creatures. Its so hard to trust one fully. I can totally see myself being a crazy animal uncle in the future ( smt like crazy cat lady ) Gonna get a puppy, kitten, hamster, duck and maybe a bird. HEY thats majority of the disney animals hahah. Speaking of animals, Dumbo, yes i named my hamster Dumbo cause he is really dumb, is so damn fat and cuteee HAHAHHAA. So adorable when he curls up into a fluffy little snowball :) *melts* How i wish i can have a conversation with him and he behaving more properly....

Insomnia

Cant sleep to fall asleep so just gonna do a small update.

Been finding more time here and there to tennis. Having 2 "jobs" is taking up majority of my time on top of schooling hours. The one w the school cant really count cause by right, i have 8 hours of work. But by left, i only work 1. The other 7 i just go home or slack after i sign in sign out at the same time hahhaha.

Weather damn pms nowadays. One moment sunny, next moment torrential rain. Wth man forced me to buy a new pair of slippers and stop wearing my birks. Been having to cancel some tennis sessions due to the rain too :( I ALREADY HAVE SO LITTLE TIME TO TENNIS AND THE WEATHER STILL AINT COOPERATING! Grrr

Cant wait for new rackets to arrive!! Should be soon? Like in a week or so! Money gonna fly like instantly. Still havnt save up $500 thou.. Like halfway only :p
Match this coming sat! Like a small tournament for our constituency. Just gonna have fun but still try and win it. Playing both doubles and singles! Just hope my body wont give up halfway into the match due to exhaustion... Oh well ~
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Well anyway, emotions more stable nowadays apart from getting pissed off by parent, but thats a norm so yea..
Ive always been curious : going out w a girl, like one on one, is no big deal right? There wont be weird/misleading thoughts right?
I like enjoying life. Be it alone or sharing the moment w someone else. Of course i prefer to be w someone cause can talk and just chill tgt. But i fear misunderstanding of intentions. Society is too screwed up. Acts of courtesy or innocent actions are seen wrongly as flirting or other nonsense. Sigh. Why is being the nice guy so hard and complicated.
"usually the heartless people are the ones who once cared too much"
Trying to stray away from that by still being nice, but its difficult.