Really enjoyed myself

Id say today is a really good day. Woke when i felt like getting off bed, plenty of sleep. Did some work before leaving house. This ibsm report really damn burden sia!! Chiong 1 point within 1hr, left to cathay to buy movie ticket first.

Met mutu and finally had my virgin dining experience at Ippudo. I got to say, the ramen was good. Serious. The broth wasnt too extreme, ie salty, bland or what. The meat was soft and tasty. The egg was PERFECT. No idea how they make the yolk into that gel like state. Had the Sakura Tea and it had different(unique) but pleasent flavour. Dw how explain the tea.. the taste.... hahaha

Dessert at Paris Baguette. Another virgin experience. Hahaha the cake was niceeee. Although i dont understand the craze over Royal Pudding. Maybe im not eating it correctly or i dont understand what am i suppose to be tasting or the specialty of it? Hmmm. But i confirm plus chop 100% will wanna go again to try the other pastries. Great dessert place!

Walked around taka for abit, went to Stage and got her a early bday present. Seriously lahh when was the last time i gave a proper birthday present to you?! tskk. Can NEVER forget your face after that sia. Happy like some kid who just got a new toy, that smile :) 开心最重要！If spending that amount can make you that happy, then every cent spent on it is worth it to me.

Went our own ways after, tskk realized ive never drank in a pub before. Haha no money for that eh ! Watched 'now you see me' . Its a good movie to me. Dk why ive been getting mixed reviews over it. Kept trying to guess what would happen next i was never right! The twists and plot of the movie was just too unpredictable.

Homed, bathed and went back to working on the report. Got to finish up my mcom and send my questions over to my sis tml. No time already lah omggg still have wisp to do!! Drank with my sis for abit. Wanted to finish up that left over barcadi. Now im only left with Chivas which im planning to save for my chalet. Ahhh really need to stock up on alcohol lahhh...  Nap time. Gotta wakd early tml for ibsm consultation followed by the video required. Daaaaaammnn burden la geez. Oh well goodnights :)

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Thoughts

再也不敢期望太多。珍惜所用有的，默默地生活下去。Whats there to expect when you know everything you tried will go down the drain or worse, backfire.
Whats the point of being so nice when people just take advantage of your kindness and trample all over you?
Why do people always search for something thinkings its very far out when its right infront of you within reach?
Why do people always complain yet dont do shit to get it done? Must wait for others to do it for you ah.
Must things always be viewed so complicatedly when in actual fact its so simple?

Its a lot of questions ive been asking myself but the answers are kinda obvious eh? Cause thats us humans, how screwed up most people are. Its kinda ironic on how we always say we must do the most important things first, but what we sacrifice to achieve it is usually much more importsnt than the objective. Priorities are wrongly set.

Moving to a completely different story, people always tell me to wait. Wait for the right one to come. The past are just mistakes or to put it in a nicer way, learning points. Just be patient. You know what i wanna respond to all of those? Fuck you. Saying it is so easy but do you really understand the feeling? I know im in a position far better than some people but i just cant get this off my chest. People NEED love. Be it from parents, siblings, lover or even friends.

Tbh, i feel distant from my parents as though they are just insignificant people whom i see everyday, living under the same roof as me. Siblings? hahaha what bullshit. Friends? I dont even know who are real and would stay in your life for a long time. Im really envious of those whose friendship last more than 6years. TRUE FRIENDSHIP. Now, i feel as though im fading further and further away from even once my closest friends. Im beginning to doubt everything, everyone. There is no one i can trust, no one i can rely and no one i can call my true friend. What was once true is being broken by distance and separation.

Everytime i thought i find someone i fancy, im always wrong in the end. Either things dont work out or i somehow get in that friendzone or whatever shit. It just doesnt work for me at all eh? I dont believe in heaven, god or what, but if there is one, im seriously wondering what the hell are they planning for me. Im lost. Im aimless. I dont know where to go or what to do from this piont onwards. Just fml only!

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holidays

Just a small update. I hope. Hope i dont get too carried away. Term break started 1week early for us as ae have no CTs!! Haha was happily making others jealous of us :p Well things cant always be smooth sailing, esp in year 3. We may not have CT but we have hell a lot of projects and assignments. 3 weeks of holidays is just a small time to rest abit while chionging projects and assignments due once school reopen.

Seriously the amount of work to complete is INSANE. Have to skip japan trip in july due to busy schedule... seriously no time at all :( second half of the sem is seriously going to kill me. Okay enough of work stuff.

Went out with for bromance dinner today at House of Robert Timms! Some atas place xs was working at. The food was AWESOME i swear. So was the price! Lollol :D Make use of the GSS 1-for-1 maincourse deal. Had their beer battered fish and chips. Really could taste the beer and the fish was fresh, soft and yummy :) Their crisscross fries was nice too! Traded with the rest to try a bit of theirs. All was delicious too. THERE WAS KANGAROO AND CROCODILE MEAT ON THE MENU OMG WTS CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?! Must try it the next time i go! Total bill came to 50+ after the 1-for-1 so it was totally worth it! Chilled at statbucks afterwards. Time pass so fast when youre enjoying yourself!

You. Idk what to say. I dont wanna repeat the same mistakes i committed in the past. I dont want to ruin another friendship. But i have no idea what is going through your head. I dont wanna overthink and cause misunderstandings or what because of it. But the for the past few days or even weeks... im really confused. Ive done nearly as much as i would do for my gf but the thing is.. you arnt. Gah i dont know lah!! Just leave things as it is for now :/

Fineee im ending already. Just some mini stuff :
-Finally signed up for BTT which falls on the end of July. After that chiong driving already!! Woohoo!!
-Did something stupid. Smashed my phone on the ground in anger and cracked my screen. Damn.
-Going to try and jog to school tml morning and hopefully and enough time to bathe and eat before 11am briefing.
-Roger Federer lost to Tsonga in RG13 :( now im sad. Lost straight sets somemore. Nooooo my idol, my god!
-Feelings develop after sometime. But the past has made me over-cautious. Now im at lost on what to do.

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