woots. juz chiong finish over 200ep of initial D manga =D todays shooting felt great after slight changed to the position and stuff. my confidence is back =D muhaha..

training to jump higher =D hahs..i miss bball,badminton and pool >< so long nvr play lerh == nthing much to blog about == stupid CJC change to 18 of dec

china was fun and tiring!! got too many days liao so decided that it was too troublesome to write out everything.also got many things tat should be left in china stays in china..so cannot write out =D

.when reach home..bathe and within 5 min i was in my lala land oready...sad part is..the next day after i return (today) got shooting >< wth sia..so tired still ask me train..stupid CJC on 15 dec..shot awhile..changed pallet to pistol finale..went to eat wif boo at plaza...

yay tml going for FT's wedding..grats to them =D thou i hate to wear formal clothes ><

Finally back from camp!! HOME SWEET HOME!!hmm i'll try rmb as much as i can eh...got severe STM ><

1st day: asked to meet at 1.30 p.m...went thr,the gate not open..say is 1.45 but no one pass msg around...2 liao...the stupid horny(joey) hu supposingly say meet at 1.45 havnt come...came after 2 and even worse..nvr bring group list ><..

everything brought back..played dunno wad game uh..boring derh..went up to clean classroom with mr poon and mr kok for sleeping area while he rest played games..H2O was fun!! some catching and running game..ate buffet for 1st dinner ><

at night played mahjong!! supa fun sioh..played in the dance studio..play until damn late!shiok..next day..

2nd day:woke up..played bball with others and mr kok...mr kok!! pro sia..his fake so good and he like not scared to injure us derh..keep marking me!was to shoot den suddenly see one body flying past me==

ate..den had amazing race..was in charge of the obstacle course...fun sia! looking at them so entu and like shouting the direction =D..after lunch was WATER GAMES!! hahs..sort of screwed up thou...got alot of activities derh at first..but once wet..all started splashing about lerh..see i so kind..sunzi pay respect to ahma with water..aunty more special..get more water..call me niece,try to sex change me >< ahgong also got..but not so much..cause he not entu de..ppl escape from the water..he wan it instead ==

dineer BBQ! supa tiring sia..from the time we started buring the charcoal to cooking the food...i all the way there sia..like 4hr non-stop standing thr..cooking and getting stupid ASH into my eyes..stinging pain sia..D= forgot do wad lerh..den at nite..cannot use dance studio cause tio armed lerh..so me,ash,aden,kd,sean,horny,ahma,panda and qy went sleep 3A class...girls went sleep den we keep playing mahjong till after 1 lidat >< =DD

3rd day: morning..woke..warm up...played dodge ball..ate..played drinking game..not fun one lorh..the drinking game..so many ppl not 'on' derh..don have the game spirit D= drank damn alot>< become aden no.2 >< bbq-ed most of day 2's food for lunch..played mahjong..AGAIN in broad daylight and in school =D heng no teach catch us =DD homed...supa tired and gonna sleep soon ><

It was once there,And it always shall be.Yet what seems so near yesterday is now like a tiny speck of sand on the beach.Though it was forgotten,it still lingers nearby.I feel as though i could reach out and hold it in my arms again, but all those were felt behind a cage.It was my yesterday,but not my today and shall be never be my
future

WOOTS juz back from Lankawi..FUNFUNFUN! esp at when at night in hotel =DD
Will be putting photos up soon..took quite alot >< don wan talk much about it...still have to do some crappy reflections so don even wan think about it.

BUDGET AIRLINES SUCK TO THE CORE!! nvr wan to take it again if possible...went wif AirAsia and came back with Tiger..both suck till i cnt explain..after came back..went pizza hut with bernard,jingteng,solo,justin & alfred. hahs the stupid staff realli tot we foreginer and like told us that we take our time to choose and that she will be back soon to take our order>< damn funny sia! think is bec we all having big lugguage and bernard with that big eos 500D ><

love vodka now..but wine is always the better choice for me...compared to beer ==

homed! ahh.wasted time today...tot got geog lesson but it was cancelled..AND NO ONE TOLD ME OF THIS INFO..crap up..could have slept somemore..

went vivo and watch 2012!! NICE! the effects are sooosooo good sia..but got some crappy indian woman...so damn imature..the ppl kissing also laugh and reaction so big..screw up the whole mood for my the movie lorh..hate the travelling on train part..so long and tiring.Plus when returning is during peak hour!! lolx.

backed home..gonna waste time tml and going off for OVERSEAS!! haha..so excited =D

woots =D love my new cam sooo much =D hahs =D so fun!!!





gonna bring to lankawi..shooting camp...china..japan =D so glad my parents agreed to buy it.
Only told them on sat den sun they follo me go buy liao =D muhaha

currently-->Granado Espada! nothing to do so yea..games...Havnt touch a SINGLE holiday hwk..don plan on doing CHINESE..eng muz do if not will die..see this time holiday hwk can owe how long...this yr i owe from march hols to like sep lidat den hand up?? hahs =D

back to gane~

today..went to school early wif teddy bear..played bball..esmond also gt play for awhile..denn ltr royston and daniel join...played wif some ppl?? blabla..amath..in audi..supa sian one lorh.

.after tat.went home,bathe and went out again>< waited for AUNTY/LAOMA for like 30min? den train to bugis...went thr..ate tako,walk walk, watch Coraline 3D =DD after tat went buy hoodie.bought some ice cream..forgot the name but FREAKING NICE!!!=DD.saw yufei weisheng they all..bused back..supa tired..

tml morning got chem den ltr amath den still got aem.WTF so tiring..sian sian D=

today..rather different for me uhh..morning took bus saw pow pow...disiao her say she look like the beergirl at kopitiam there..class boring as usual..crappy bridging program..but thankyou powpow for the cookies =D stupid lim yufeng..sabo me..i go change the cookies for ryan to tissue paper..idiot larh..he go report me..if not can scott free with more cookies and get to seee the look of his face when he open up the package and see tissue inside ><

went out slack slack after school..ate wif solo at first..den wait even more..ate wif stinn solo me and grace at pizza ltr..supa full larh!! played bball at greenridge ltr..played damn long..den after that walk to bp..met daryl..bought chi textbook..chatted wif jolene loe after tat..back home supa late! ><

lolx realli nothing to post about..today...finally announce after the promotion day thingy..4 ppl have to retain??some realli don deserve to lorh..waste 1 yr..overall 2A 1B 4C and 1F...realli need drop or collapse chem with bio? stupid sean..crazy stalker..crappy crappist. gungrave gungrave~ all about mafia..hahs..

not enuff sleep nowadays!!despite having dom >< aem today..do presentation..damn funny man..the xiao wei group..den ben talking like indian..also! ben super tio own sia..we keep talking his bottle or/and umbrella..take back one,another gone..sat muz go aem myself..haix sian

one more thing...

D.O.M.

one of the alcohol i could nvr understand why it taste like it us..still i drink it ><

Supa bored..watching old anime>< gungrave...the gun freaking nice=D don wan go school tml..its like nothing to look forward to liao..wishing sec4s goodluck for their 'O's
tml gonna have to present some crappy things..thank u larh shu lao ma!! draw untill so suay..1st group to present..haixxx

hmm..hope no one i know will get retained or drop to NA..hope promotion exercise went well today for CERTAIN ppl..

went school today.. practice abit..played bball after that..slacked..waited for some aunty..den tree and ant late...blablabla..did some survey crap..tyvm tree ant kd and cass for helping do the slides? contributed damn little lorh >< not realli my type of doin such things...i is more like..u tell me wad to do i go do..lolx blahblah

ytd went sp..fun?? hahs.. deciding to go sp or ngee ann.. hmm..going for tuition ltr..

supa bored..watching movies(at home) lately..nothing much to do..suoa bored and no life..now is juz me,waiting for a week for anime and manga to come out,bball and aem..lolx!!!sian sian now..tsktsk..

hmm..so far so good!! wa stupid laozharbor! win me emath by 1 mark after moderation!! if not can get top liao!! 2PID!!! grr...80/100 .. still not bad uhh...could have gotten much better if not more careless..

CHEM is supa FKED up!! 35/120 -->29/100 wa wan drop it liao larh..kns pos chem..omg geog 31!! haha..sad nvr win evan >< surprisingly passed ss also..even though i nvr complete the paper and most of it was rubbish...phy was top 3...same mark wif juztin and bio c6>< lolx!!

AEM is supa tiring and long sia..4hrs..den tml 6 hrs..going SP but still its fun =DD

wow..finally 100th post>< not my fault uh! i wan add colour also cannot..smt wrong..so cannot blame me! kuku ant =D

today got back mt and eng paper..eng was okay larh...56 after counted everything for EOY onli...chi was 58..okok larh..PASS ENG!! weets ;P

played bball wif esmond they all..thanks joe/yingzhi for tips =DDD wanna faster get ball denn can train lefty =.=

nothing much to post >< hope do very very well in a e math and also others...striving to be better and get higher results =D

hahs exam over lerhs!!finally its all over..for now == well at least now can play till my hearts content =D went shooting today..pissed off again man..this time seriously...touch my rifle nvm...but nvr take care and clean it...den anyhow put my tools...fish...den dunno which idiot..go use my stand till spoil..den also nvr oil..all the joints rust..fish la! wa use jiu use la..but fishing hell can takecare of it anot...knn...

sian sian now...nothing much ti do except watch anime,manga,msg and exercise

2 MORE DAYS TILL ITS OVER!!!

ah holy crap...screwed up on my bio today...den make untill like olvl lidat...sit in hall and stuff...didnt study well and enuff....but ytd's geog and amath was rather easy...got confidence can do well in my geog and amath paper 1!! juz afraid got careless mistakes ><

after bio today..went play bball wif solo,stinno,trica and cas. ahh i still suck..but now addict to bball lerh =D

tml is emath and amath! muz do well!! muz get top position in class for mathsss!!!! sean,jt,cm..shoo!!

(J)

Muahahaha. Wahseahs. Helping idiot to post. Stupid.
And obviously, i don't know what to say.

Anyways, today is socialstudies and physics paper one and two.
I am gonna flunk socialstudies uh. Physics is moderate?
That's my opinion only luh. Haha!
How would i know what this idiot's thinking. Got tiny mind of his own. :X.

Urgh-gahgah. Anyone out there wanna make this idiot happy?
Buy him lollipop.
Idiot's despo for it, i don't know why either. Still young lah/.

Anyways, i don't wanna continue writing liaohs. Bye!
I am unknown, but i think you know who i am! (:

P/S: Honey stars is loved!

today...MT paper 1 and 2..already soo prepared to fail lorh..lets see...1st paper today..and meaning

13 DAYS TILL EXAMS OVER

missing MOF the strawberry thingy..onli can rmb the no. =.= (8088)

today..went plaza..walk walk..eat wif cm at mos..wen kopitiam find pg they all..played mutu de new fone >< quite fun eh..hahs my fone pass tio hack liao!! go see my msges one );

life is sooo lame now..wake--> school/exam--> eat--> home--> study--> sleep--> study/play--> eat--> sleep

its like gonna repeat for the next 2 weeks..after that..PLAY!!..at least after exams now jiu can balik kampong =DDD

If anyone finds studying boring and have time to spare..i reco watching basquash >< =D 26 eps onli ;)

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everything happened so quickly..and the tsunamis have turned into clam and gentle waves once again...juz hope that it stays this way forever..still despite the calmed ocean..there is still another problem within..geog:even a tiny change in temp can result in death of the coral reefs...the 2-1=1 so yea...all is not over yet..

its chi eoy tml and i hate it..hahs..told my 'ocean' about it too..juz skip the exams part and juz fast forward to the overseas trip and my jap...

and today...2pid seed...thought really got public canning den was like..waa got good show watch...in the end..'it muz be educational and have love in punishments...' wa crap lor...


today..childrens day...HAPPY CHILDRENS DAY TO ME and those hu still young at heart >< not uuz that..today..quite special uhh..a certain promise finally fulfilled after so long..hahs!

oyasumi mina~

wad did i do or didnt do this time..wad is wrong wif you? its just that i dunno u well enuff to know wad u are thinking or feeling..i dunno wad is this feeling but tears seem to have dried up on my cheek already..why do i feel so gullible of my feelings when wif u..i juz wan to focus on my exams first okay..i don wan to screw up my life for my relationships..i know i may sound selfish now but i don care..im juz speaking from my heart..my true heart..

Ah...wad is this man....in the past before exams..it is 97% play..3% study.and studying onli happens a day before te actual exam..at most a week.. now ive tried to improve myself and its 3/4 weeks before the exam and im playing 60% and studying 40%..AND i still get scolded for playing audi for half hour..WTF..im really tired...VERY...morning emath sucked up most of my energy...awhile ltr i had amath..supremely extremely dead by den....

Why is there such a thing called exam.Why am i getting scolded for studying more than i previously do.Why do i feel so lost and confused deep inside.Why is this happening to me.Why cant i get more REST..Why.Why.Why.Rants and complains..At lost of what to do already...feel like giving up EVERYTHING.haixx...

oh damn...com suddenly restart and didnt say my previous draft..crap..

hmm,..think it started with a 090909...

ytd,yea,090909....at 9.09 am...i was in school~ wow...and having BIO..lolx! me and nic ng was like counting down to 09/09/09 09.09.09 am hahs.so many 9s...went home sit sit slack slack...waited at bp lrt first..den waited at teck whye again for my dear panda and ahma..muz think of them uhh..one is old..so movement not very good..the other is juz....plain slow?? hahs nvm..used to waiting for CERTAIN ppl..hahs don mind...went lot 1...mutu fish ash and beancurd was already the and waiting...sorry for lateness >< went sakae to eateat...hm dunno is i at first oready half full or wad...cannot eat much..or maybe is LAUGH till full...
(mutu + Panda)X Ahma = Non stop laughing =DD
Oven came late...Ahma was kidnapped for half hour before she managed to escape.....

lrt-ed back...pei-ed panda home all the way till the doorstep with ahma and ash...saw fish swimming with his fish at the 'long kang'

home...super tired..slept..

woke up at 7 today..stupid sean say wad shooting meeting..blablabla...urh wan sleep~~


Thanks:

Cheakmin----------->piggy bank=D
Jingxuan and gang-->Duck=D
Mutu ,fish,ash----->bag=D
Ahma--------------->donald duck('sings')=D
Panda-------------->Supa cute duck!! =D
beancurd----------->Colour pens =D
Bro(neighbour)----->Box of Chocos =D

today....bio and chem cher nvr come so those 2 lessons super slack...but find myself super tired after recess..keep wanting to sleep...

after school..went home..put stuff jiu come out.I HATE WAITING OR BEING WAITED FOR!!! FOR ANYONE OR ANYTHING!! Lateness is just a big NONO for me,and for anyone else i am waiting for.

went eat seoul garden with jian hong,timo,solo,dean,geefang,jing shun,clarrise,xiao wei,someone??(sry dunno ur name)and forgot hu, to celebrate Lao Zhar Bor de bday..hahs fun,nice but end up stinky..SOMEONE jealous lor...buy for ppl present but nvr buy for HER..den now next yr that SOMEONE de bday i must buy 2 present..

went around slack slack..blablabla..lalala..homed...sian!

cast-ed

currenly feeling a sense of cast-sation ...poly clinic SUCKS as always..wait so freaking long to see a doctor..x-ray was fun? put hand on some board or wad..zap zap here and there..killed some cells im sure..den wait...and wait..get referral letter to NUH so dun nid wait so long.AGAIN.

go thr...cold~ ...sit a while..den went to be cast-ed...quite fast..

**special request from mutu..if not wont write de..

:all it takes is 2 nurse,1 patient,1 bowl contailing water,some cloth and the dunno wad thing that hardens.(cloth-like){don think sick =.=}

one hold the cloth,the other wrap...10 min done.simple ==

gng back to school tml.SIAN! at least wasted the whole of today playing psp or com =d

DAmn...wanted to post some pics for wad happened today...oh well...1st of all..cheers!*Red Wine* for those hu had done well and to me hu had failed miserably...pooled 1 round with jj...dunno why he so damn lucky...or maybe today is just not my day...went back...go plaza..wanted to buy shounen jump but havnt come out...went walk walk and eat at LJS with tty,cassie,jing xuan and shu jing...one thing muz learn...NVR bring cassie and shujing to go eat with u..and that shujing..mixing dunno wad around untill look like watery shit ==

home...slack slack...tml is singapore's bday! grats! won be celebrating it thou...no point wad == going eat pizza with family..

LOLX onli realized yjis today about the school...wsss was officially opened on 9 sep 2005...9 SEP!!! lolx my bday!! hahahaha....

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bad to worse

ah fuck...just when i wanted to do well again..hopes drop again..think about it...9 ppl shooting..6 girls 3 boys...all 9 rifle shooters in same detail..and the school onli have lisence for 6 rifle tml..muz share...den adjust...fuck.hate it sia...from a bad day..to a even worse day...

At first..morning starting feeling very sick..very tired..mutu make me at first also no mood make back..after that go the kranji war memorial/state cemetry? kana by a stupid black bitch..crappy sia that woman..skip skip...went back school..shoot..damn fked up...stupid ppl asshole noisy...tml think sure die liao..haix

today is definately one of my BEST days....1st..when going back home from tuition..on a certain bus 184..near plaza...i freaking saw a LIMO! with ppl inside drinking wine or smt...damn i wish i could have been inside it...next..the bus turn to the interchange...wads next.. a RX8?? not a normal one == a MODIFIED ONE! crap sia.. all the RX 8 i see is just normal de..and this guy..mods a red rx8 ! AHH! if onli it was WHITE! i feel sooo lucky today=D

Tuesday was a GREAT day!!Wore somewhat similar to tty but of opp and contrastin colour..and had a fulling meal =D
Round 1 : bee hoon , fish and 3 satays
Round 2 : rice and 5 satays
Round 3 : chocolate moose , jelly and mushroom soup
Round 4 : dessert soup

and went home wif panda..next day (wed) went safra with shu jing and cassie to watch/support joey and siti shoot..dunno why this have to happen but siti's rifle got sabo-ed.. den actually can hit 390 der....in the end 37X or dunno wad...sad...went back school and left again go swensen,mr rahim treat.. shiok! but sad...had to exercise off those extra food lingering around my body == don wan be like suki == ANDAND!! Someone did a great job of candalising the wall of the staircase at the bb court thr...that awesome person wrote bigbig 'SUKI DOG' !! WOOTS nice one hu ever did it =D

after school saw loo giving some lesson-thingy den went join... either missed out lesson or dozed off in class >< shot abit..obviously suck..but hu cares..not even really IN to shooting liao...been mcflurry-craze this few days.. always going mac to buy that...

I WAN DriNk WINE!! haha =D

WOOTS!! haha...just got the THE KUBE!! hahs =D.. dunnno why stupid blogger don let me put up photo..oh well..

yay! tml can pon school...so see SMS(Sex Machine Sean) shoot! but obvious im more interesting in the ponning school part to the shooting one..tml got mt and ss...2 subs which hwk i detest doing the most!!MT!! the worst!! march hols till now some i havnt do..wonder how long can i hold..already beat my previous record of 1 mth...now is 4mths and running!! haha =D

blablabla...dunno why eyes like damn pain since ytd == hahs...bye~

Havnt been blogging for quite some time...but overall was the same...in class is either eat sleep or play....onli listen to class when the cher is fierce or the lesson seems interesting..been anime-ing,manga-ing this whole while..nothing much to do...didnt even bothered when they say got eclipse...wads the point..chances of seeing 1 in sg?? near 0...might as well go to some nice tourist island in malaysia with a beautiful starry sky with no clouds and see shooting stars -- so far...onli saw 1 ==

don wanna go for any more shooting comps...haix...but since school reg. my name liao..might as well not waste any $. wad to do...if onli i can juz stay at home forever..hoping to get a new com soon...this acer aspire getting sucky liao...or maybe is time to reformat..

ahx crap..this stupid fucking mix feeling again...ahh..someone juz kill me and id be better off instead..school is just like prison.except that the prison doesnt give u cell work to do..life sux along with everything i once thought would be good for me.

ps. FUCK

Friday,onli rmb 1 thing..that is at aroung 8 plus pm went for run...damn shiok..ran 1 around my house area,run to bpps and back,den to greenridge and back..cooling and fun.

Sat, oso rmb one 1 thing...be4 tuition,went to zoo to escort panda to tuition..den after tuition excort panda back to zoo...hahs =D
*u get the point* =.=

Sun,Went tuition..after that go plaza play initial d..hahs fun oso...

Tml,Gonna be a stupid day..can predict wads gonna happen...early morning..go school copy ss hwk,MT gonna slack and crap with dean.Amath gonna sleep or eat my bread.SS gonna pay attention to cher and eat.Chem gonna be the same as Amath.EL will be same as SS
And throughout the whole day, im gonna be msging ppl

hoi hoi...today...didnt wanted to go school at first...wan sleep somemore ><

dunno if can see properly...but on the left is nn...on the right still remains a mystery to me =D hm hmmm....

lessons boring as usual...STUPID sec1s spreading rumours that is about the past and should have remained in the past ==...

triple science,double math and ss...wad a 'GREAT' day..

after school..shooting...heehee....guess wad..another pic!! this time of ash and *****

ahh...xiang dang nian i also litdat one...now is time to move on and let others take my place =DDD haha....

**hope ash doesnt come to my blog ><**

ytd..woke up and met at cck mrt to go mr rahim house...for wad?? dunno..for fun ba...hahs.....go thr slack and stuff...watch 'the stranger' on tv and as usual...girls screamed also...and cassie some how manage to get scared till she teared == wow..hahs....after tat went watch ice age 3 at west mall...wanted to watch 3D de..but don hav D= blablabla...homed...

today...wake up...go school..play....pe.? stupid..waste time de...lesson lesson...sleep sleep eat eat...hahaha..after school..shooting..desiao-ed ash..den somehow sprained my ankle...den tio scratch my elizabeth...kana whack in stomach by shushu....i also dunno way == haix...

hahs....overslept today....why??cause mother also overslept den nvr wake me up ==woke up at 6.40....didnt eat breakfast,had to run to catch de bus....phew made it..

went school waited for that stupid pineapple!!...dunno wad stuck in traffic jam...the truck delivering fruits broke down..dunno say wad...don be late..try be early...in the end she herself so late ==fish

bused to safra..watch ahma and carene shooting in ayg..hahs too bad nvr win anything...they did thier best =D 1st was korea 2nd china 3rd korea and 4th china == wtf...pro sia...den the finals damn intense...hahhahahahahahha =D good thing i went...

back...briefed for tml de spring carnival..blablabla...

sometimes..one thing leads to another.
somethings asked for, can be another thing gained.
somethings given up, will forever be lost.

hmm..BORING!!ytd tuition kana cancelled...today got no events...so BORED!!

ytd be4 going to school....went house visiting to collect ang bao=D
**hahs no la...ang bao too little...i collecting gold and silvers =D **
haix as usual uh..business very good uh...must WAIT be4 my turn...hahs =D

go school...slack slack..help out in setting up booth for AYG..== shooting got to many medals and trophies== some gone also wont know == diao!! arrange untill afternoon still havnt finish...kao.

wad to do now...hmm....tv?anime?manga?psp?sleep?msg?? so many choices but still dunno wad to do =.=

Police and Thief~
Fighting all day long.
Police and Thief~
Somewhere sure go wrong.
Police and Thief~
Finally kana caught=D

hahs..tyvm...'say ppl,say urself' hahs...supposedly meant for others but in turn...meant for myself...tio stun sia...realised wad it means to have ppl hu care...hahs =D

Looks like ive been caught...hahs...time to sit in jail...repent and change....hope to get out early for good behaviour=D


Awaken The New Self
And Discard Any Impurities.
Get A Hold Of My Life.
Gain Full Control
And Resist Any Temptation.

today...woke up rather early...cant wait to go meet up with everyone to sentosa =D
went cck..waited for a meaningless half hour....as usual..wait for ppl hu are LATE!..took bus thr...kana owned by sean in naruto...damn...took bus....a freaking long ride..blablabla...reach...played awhile..drizzled...so eat lunch...bla bla bla..play again...play play play...den slack...wind freaking big...so damn cold!!!had to leave early cause need chiong tuition...***************************************************************************************************


seems like my mood is like the economic again -- up down up down,down and down!

bleh...wads happening to me these few days?? AGAIN!
don feel like myself..strange~ wads gotten into me again...fuck. fuck everything.

At least i get to play table tennis in the morning and tennis in the afternoon.ahh..relieved some of my stress =DDDDDD

I feel as thought life is not as important as before le. There is no point in life.Fuck

13 June 2009.I finally took a business class ride to some other country(HK!) DAMN SHIOK man!! super comfy and food damn nice! hahs...would sure wan take it again when go jap! =D
bla bla bla....hk....smt like SG..nicer...got damn lots of new stuff lately..first new fone...den in HK...got new shoes,new shirt,new 8GB memory stick,and AFTER EIGHT CHOCO!!! BIG BOX!!! WOOTS!!! hahs..rocks!!

back to life...dunno why lately uh...so many ppl changed...first kisses flying off...ppl thoughts changing...haix...sec 1,2 so innocent...now...haix...why...seems that being in solitude is still best...no one to bother...no one to disturb me...

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today..horny ahma's bday =D..haha...was fun!

morning...went plaza had breakfast with esmond they all...after that jiu go school play tt...play play play...went class...sit sit awhile.. haha...was fun learning hiragana with daryl..den rian came..tot of pon-ing amath clas....
lazy go uh..binomial theorm...also learn be4 ler..so don care~ haha...went shooting...slack slack...den help out bit in bday ??surprise?? for joey and sean chua.

quite nice....smt like when mr tanabal leaving...just that gun change to party poppers= D
blablabla...had some cake fite??andand!!! TTY KANA BULLIED BY SEC ONES!!!! muhahahaha
should be putting some vids up on youtube soon....so yyea...wait for it =D

okay....got back most of my MYE exam results..and the overall is average bad!!! DAMN...studied so hard also got no use....stupid sia....esp my geog la....study study study...in the end still fucking fail.....wads the point.....kns! At least my eng pass...that made me account for my geog...

Eng :54/100
MT :52/100
Amath :P1 only:43/50
Emath :77/100
Geog :19/50
SS :13/25
Chem :40/100
Phy :58/100
Bio :46/100


sucks!!!all of them!!!really wanna do wel...but....dumb ppl will always give dumb results no matter how hard they try

WEETS!!its the unofficial ending of MYE!! haha...tml onli got MT oral so dun nid care..haha....today phys paper......ahhh...dunno how to explain....crappish..

after eams went home first..ate,change jiu went lot1 to meet up with ya ting they all watch star trek...1 word for the movie...okayish....1 word for after the movie..sleeepy.... == haha...

stupid parents..at first don let me go...bloody hell...JEWS WAS THR!!(joel) haha...sitting behind me somemore =D haha...blablabal....time to anime!!

today.....lessons same old boring...just that chem got alot of pissed thanks to some childish ppl..went home first after school den waited for like half hr be4 going out cause ppl still not ready...went plaze wif evan,jiahui and tricia..ate at kopitiam...den jiu go library study...quite fun lar...studying wif evan=D jiu that 2 SEC 3 girls,are found,in the CHILDREN section,reading 1,2,3 BOOKS!! MEANT FOR KIDS! funny crap sia...blablalba....don wann explain things in detail today...don feel like...done,

Ahhh!! so screwed up with life man...friday is oready MT exam...holy crap!! and im still here...slacking and such...cant seem to find anything exciting or stressful in exams like other ppl do...ahh...to me..its just all boring crap..and A COMPLETE WASTE OF TIME!...schoolsucks.classsucks.lifesucks.nothing seems to entertain me anymore...life has become meaningless...nothing to look forward to in the future and nothing to remember from the past..gawddammit.

lifeisnothingwithoutanythingtolookforwardto
lifeisnothingwithoutlove
lifeisnothingwithoutanything

hmm...ytd oral...WASTE OF TIME sia...boring like crap........for some unknown reasons, yufeng took so damn long,till the point that i had a good sleep be4 my test..lolx haha =D morning had a slight surprise thou..someone put a bug inside my pencil case w/o me knowing....clever == balablabla...still don plann on doing my hol MT hwk...jus wann watch anime!!

Finally i got something to look forward to.THIS DEC!! woots...parents finally agree to let me go japan ALONE!wee!! haha..shiok man..my own holiday w/o parents!! but got my sis uhh =D haha. and ytd....

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~ i had this all to myself!! =D


+ keep forgetting to upload this...find it rather funny =D

~ Think of the beauty of bangala banging=D

ARGH...FUCKED UP!! WAD THE FUCK IS WRONG MAN...THATS IT MAN.I GIVE UP.WHETHER IS IT STUDIES OR FRIENDSHIP.BYEBYE!

After that was not in mood all day long...ltr still must do mt hwk...the ones since holidays..cause still havnt touch any till now..after school went shooting..see see...think i screwed up my thumb drive again...some how or some where...nvm who cares...went home...

AHH!!! i rmb!! today bio...went study room...but! was caught eating..TWICE!!! wth man..ppl eating bread she also not happy...ppl not eating she still wan catch me -.- lolx!! funny cher..=D

Opps...too long nvr post....think a quick summary will do....This week pon about 3 days of school...went for shooting...Screwed up my comp,but at least still got win zone 3rd.Damn...now must catch up with all the work and lessons i missed...AND MT holiday hwk till now i still havnt do 1..woots =D

friday....prize presentation....not so happy even though school win so many trophys..haix..lent psp to al for 1 day...also promised to lend psp to al and ahma when they go germany...hahs...anime anime anime....thats all i can do =D life is so meaningless now...there is nothing that i wan in life...its only aimless wandering...with no target wad so ever.

ARGH!!! IF I FIND THE IDIOT WHO CHANGE MY TRIGGER PRESSURE AND MY GRIP,U ARE SO DAMN DEAD!!! had a freaking hard time to make my trigger so nice...den here comes an idiot hu bo tai bo ji changes it for idunnowadreason and giving me a hard life...argh....haix..but hanks to good friends like al and ahmal...sort of got better and stuff...TYVM =D

went training today...bias mr rahim wan let ronnie shoot first when he SUCKS! he last time shoot 551..today...got me and hadi watching him making sure he no cheat..he onli get 160/200 wtf man...average 8...dream on on getting 551 man..blablabla...*stuff i shouldnt mention concerning al D=*[sorry and thanks!]

For You=D I Will Do My Best For Nationals And Not Quit Shooting Okay? Its A Promise=D

wth. Seriously got nthing to say liao....chers who expect so much from me and sean,who won team for the 1st time,also wan us do good for MOE.BUT that stupid ong...make hadi share rifle wif me...nvm...he nvr change anything except his own sight...den comes RONNIE from out of no where pops up 1 week before MOE,shoots better than JIEMING when today is the 1st time he shot 60 shots!!! NBB and that rahim is too much....juz bec he suddenly come and shoot better den jieming,he wan me either shoot 40 shot,or let him shoot first..WTF! WHO WAS THE ASSHOLE WHO TOLD ME TO TRAIN TODAY! AND IN THE END HAVE TO GIVE WAY TO SOME UNKNOWN FUCK ASS WHO USES MY RIFLE AND HAVE TO CHANGE MY CHEEK PIECE IN ORDER TO MAKE HIM MORE COMFORTABLE. Hadi is ok cause he no need change anything...BUT that fuck face....change my cheek the alignment , den i have to depend on the cheek piece cause i cannot focus on the rear ring. NBCB IF ANY THING WILL TO GO WRONG BE4 MOE,I WILL PON MOE I TELL U FUCKER BITCH.I WILL QUIT SHOOTING IF I HAVE TO!

Sick.Tired. So many things happening in such a short period of time.stress and work load nvr seems to stop increasing no matter how much i try to eradicate the pile of work.These few days not in a good mood so pardon me for my rudeness.

Goal setting has always been taught but ive nvr really used it..so now...

1st: Get Over With MOE And Do Well For It
2nd:Watch Detroit Metal City asap When The Subs Are Out
3rd:Be Content With What I Have Now And Try To Not Ask For More
4th: Never Let You Go
5th:Lead The Rest Of My Days In Peace And CAREFREE-NESS!!!
6th:Repeat Goal NO.5 Till I Die

today....walked to school...but on the way there...rain...suai suai all wet...used my amath textbook onli to cover my head....damn i could have taken my amath FILE instead sia....the stupid book is soo damn small....pathetic....shoot..kns shoot like shit...emotionally unstable...many things running around my mind...cant concentrate properly..blablabal...spamed...den went tuition...quite boring uh..the lesson...

haix carene loo uh..wads with u and ur smiley faces -- lolx at least it sort of cheered me up =D

blablabla...after that..walked with her to meet up with aqua ji(tty)=D ...had a laugh disiaoing ea other and Cl.

walked back to school....trained abit more...went home..on the way went plaza buy popcorn chicken from BBQ Express...added damn alot of teriyaki sause! SHIOK!! haha =D home-ed anime-ing,tuition AGAIN tml..juz that tml is Emath,today is Amath...not alot of diff though...A and E...onli got 3 letters between them...

argh!!! dont realli think i can cope with this sec3 stress....even if i could...wad would happen if i went to sec4...DEAD! <-------seriously wish that i could

FUCK FUCK FUCK!!! SCWERED UP ON MY TOP 8!!! FUCK NA BEI!!! CB PISSED!!!! wonder how would i fair in moe...

ARGH!!!! damn frustrated this few days...TONs of work to do during the hols...3 main reasons why the fuck im so stressed out...

today...last day of the term.WEETS!! time go get back my beauty sleep =D.. have not been having good sleeps these few days...1st period eng....had to chiong some shit compo which i think i did a fairly good job=D pe,pon again..went to shoot instead,rec.....geog...cher was not in good mood...didnt do much...phy....boring as usual...dunno how im gonna survive my physics...

getting dj max fever soon...it is a better verious of dj max2!! WOOTS!! haha...

now...i juz wan to be with euu =D

FUCKED UP.PISSED.LOST CALMNESS.







Sorry baobei al.Hope u can understand my feelings D= Wished that that never had to happen and ever again.Sorry beobei D=

lost 1pt to al in amath

Today...SUKI come guailan our class AGAIN! dunno say wad vandalize the chair.....wad gov property....hand writing suck like shit also....property can become popoty...blablabla....and juz bec some ppl pull out the chair the leg-plastic....stupid sia...can put back one rite!!! den now all the boys involved muz write reflection.. and I also had to juz bec i was holding the stick and playing wif it==

skip skip skip.....found out that i got 1 eng compo and 1 chinese compo muz do over the weekend when i have COMPETITION!!!!

Den went pizza hut eat....finished 4 bottle??cup??cheese holding thingy?? haha=D i think next time we go pizza hut..
there is a black list: West Spring Shooting Club-> Not Allowed To Have Any Cheese Unless They Bring Thier Own! ahaha =D
after that...went back...wanted to shoot but damn fucking noisy...nb sia...stopped awhile be4 going again....I LOVE MY SHOTS TODAY!!
S1= 95
S2=90
S3=97
S4=95
S5=98
S6=94

EXCEPT the stupid 90....if not i could have gotten 570...haix...sadd....woots! 98,97! haha =D hope i can bring that type of shots to tml's competition! =D

walking to lrt...wanted to pei xh they all back de....BUT....see u talking to issac so nicely i jiu took the bus so won disturb u all =D

slping ealry today...so many days without a good proper slp...esp aince my arguement wif my parents for scolding my on wad i had not done or wad they had not seen....NB!


AND CARENE LOO YAN JUN U GOOD!! WIN ME AMATH 1 PT!!!! see la!!! now i wan emo liao....lose u 1pt D=

amath

today is the happiest and the worst but yet funnest day of the year...

why happy??
CT1 are over!!! CAN PLAY LER!!!! haha...lolx...ANDAND!!! after school....i and someother shooting ppl at canteen with bikini...den suki at detention area there....den bikini started talking about suki and turbans and stuff....and out of no where i shouted TURBAN! suki turn back and look....we acted like nothing happen*innocent look*.....wa shiok sia....that idiot suki...dunno why keep guailan us....ppl doing pt he come disiao...kns!

why worst??
Found out that i lost 4MARKS!!! bec my language sucks and dunno the Qn the stupid monkey set,got careless...end up getting 35/40 onli,....WTF!!!! GO AND DIE U SHITTY SEAN@!!! NB GET FULLMARK SOMEMORE!!!! WAIT TILL I GET MY EMATH DEN U KNOW!!

why fun??
TODAY HAD THE MOST NO. OF TAUPOKS!!

During recess oready like got 3/4 ppl kana...den before amath taupok again....after amath taupok again!! WA FUN!!! except the fact that i was 1 of them that kana-ed....


blablaabla....got some1 dunno why keep asking me stuff...and u good...curse me not to get 100....in the end realli nvr......u good...

emath

today.....emath exam.....rather easy except for 1 stupid question!!! KNN!!! it is the 1 mark de...den stupidly think i get wrong...the lot lot marks one like 4/5 i not scared..onli scared those Q onli 1/2 marks...NB!! hope i can get high marks!! win that stupid sean and that stupid bet that leon played with me ==

after school...went safra for prize presentation...sad sia..this time we no win....ah nvm...grats to the pistol ppl ! =D haha...+ the challenge trophy is damn nice man!!
den when the ppl taking photos..the bboys rifle team staring 'emoing' and ben2 started to taking photos of us == haha=D went back by mr rahim's car...don wan see that pineapples face...

went back school...shoot....using diff pallet.. shoot le...
1st played badminton with dean
2nd played volleyball with junjie
3rd played soccer with the wall ==

haha=D shooting is a boring sports that have little exercise...so taking up other sports is good!! haha =D

tml....going tuition...monday jiu phy and bio,tues amath and wed...TIME TO PLAY!!!! haha =DD

{1 good thing that happened today....trashed stupid nc in YGO,whacked him everytime he lost to me...1st time whack was like gay shit..2nd was damn shiook!!!+ think is pg they all take some cards from nc and he didnt know!!}

{STUPID MUTU!!! I NVR DO ANYTHING TO U U SCOLD ME FUCK== WTH SIA! ==}

today...supposed to take SS and MT CT1 but had to go for NTU shoot....ah not myy fault uh....is the school wan me go de....so i have to say yes uh...not that i don wan go exams uhh...haha=D jkjk...at range...dunno ppl keep saying i emo == whr gt!! crazy...went safra...listen music...waiting for time to pass~

aft tat..detail 2..my turn....shoot 2 shots onli...TWO!! found out that i missing 1 card == wtf man...the feel gone liao..den my shots just went up to heaven thanks to that shitty recoil.pissed man....how long has it been since i ever shot i stupid 540...NB!

skip..uhh...rmbered....after shot finish...slacked awhile....den somehow ended up sharing music with al and keep to taking her eeyore=D good thing is that that cheered me up =D

skip skip...waited for al to finish her briefing and stuff....dunno why is it usually me to wait for her de...haiix nvm == took taxi together..went home.....1st thing...chiong anime...after that jiu going study ler....tml is geog...
MUST NOT FAIL OR ELSE SITI WILL KILL US!

14 feb...valentines day...1st time im celebrating it and getting someone something=D
but the sad thing is....it had to be in safra range..gave her box of choc.hope u like it=D couldnt find the eeyor....dunno which idiot take photo of us 2 together...knn..

day 1 of monthly shoot...grats al getting 1st=D jy and cheer up for those hu didnt...dunno why up at 5.00,5.10,5.30,5.50,6.00 dunno why...wake , slp , wake , slp ....wth....go thr..slack..played arcade and pool....HOUSE OF THE DEAD 3 AND THE BOXING ONE AND THE PARAPARA WAS DAMN FUN!!!! woots...skip skip skip...

after that...5.30,the coach chang give us mental skill of some thingy...and got 1 fucking dog...dunno how respect ppl...ppl taking he over there slping...slp in class i don care la...but this one shooting de diff....still dare slp...might as well don come rite!! dog...
shot abit...sure die tml de...no confidence at all ....waa!! die!! D=
TYVM ahma de laoba...fetch me home....donid waste time on bus..=D haha...eating nw....slping early..see wad time i wan go safra tml...detail1...SUCKS!!

ok...itss soo long since i posted..haha..busy=D not homework jiu shi anime/msn/sms

hmm....happy that cden monthly shoot got 1st =D stupid sean got 3rd == lose to some other guy...wa lao sean u good!! went home rather late that day...haha...the rest of detil forgot ler..but i remembered..be4 my shoot..kept sleeping...den shooting that time also feel like sleeping == lolx!! haha

CNY:
same as usual...maybe not too same...recession..hongbao money lesser ler...den still had to sponsor ppl $ AND bring some1 out== haha =D mi soo poor ler =F this yr....not much lor...stupid economic!! went around the usual places..1 word to describe all: BORING!!!
damn lame la...

Shooting de stuff:
Sec 1s are realli pissing me off...so many guai lan ppl...nb...wads thier problem sia..come here kbkb like thier house litdat...assholes...
forgot which liao..monthly shoot or invitational shoot...fall on valentines day!! kao!! so sian .... aww..poor sean just had his wife spoilt..now he knows the feeling!! haha!! hu ask him no takecare of his wife properly...muhahahaha!!!

Others:
Dunno is ytd or today la...MrPoon and Else de birthday=D haha....happy BDay !! sad no bday bash ==
hmm....sec 3 life officially SUCKS!!! nb so many hwk...how u wan me watch my anime!! now like don even have time to exercise ... wake up,go school,shooting,come back chiong hwk,slp == thats all i can do now....idiot...

ltr still going tuition...hope this time is not I late,hope is the SLOW person =D...wow!! ltr im going to see a panda!!! excellent!! haha =D jkjk...panda now in taiwan..time to SLACK!!

waa..com in 2 days time..excited =D haha...so long don hav that adrenaline rush liao..woots!! haha...today...crappy lessons...double MT!! omg...hate writing compo man....but at least i crapped alot....but still too short....nearly kana-ed by cher =D xie xie laoshi for ur kind understanding that i juz SUCK in chinese =D...lolx....hmm...blablabla...shooting..fun fun fun =D but onli can do sighting shots...mr rahim don wan us shoot the real one..dunno why..oh well....but OMFG!!! my detail is like 1630 to 1815 litdat la!! so late!! kao...don think i can shhot well at this time....waaa.....but nvm!...

today...letter came...screwed up on my phone bill.....very sorry to you...shouldnt have drag you down...shouldnt have called you so much...shouldnt have msg you so much...sorry !!! D;=

okok...think i quite a while nvr post...so this will be compensation!

1.Do you have secrets?
~ar ber den

2. Would you fall in love with a guy/girl older than you by 3 years?
~don think soo~ ==

3. Do you enjoy going to school?
~school,no..for shooting,yes

4. Do you prefer guys/girls with hot looks or with good character?
~Good character

Who do you love the most at this moment?
~My Wife,Myself

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
~Being loved by someone.

7. List out 5 songs that you like.
~Fall
~I Wanted You
~Lian Ai Ping Lu
~This Is Me
~Shou Hao De Xin Fu Ne

8. The person you like is already attached, what would you do?
~see how long my patience and how much i like that someone?

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
~Being Once Together With You

10.What makes you pissed off recently?
~The Fucking Sec 1s Hu Are So Damn Noisy In The Range

11.How would you see yourself in 10 year's time?
~?? Dunno?? My Future Telling Not Accruate

12.Who is currently the most important people to you?
~Me,Ahma,Aunty(s),Wife(if she is human..)

13.What is the most important thing in life?
~My Internal Organs Working 24/7..

14.Are you single or attached?
~Single And Attached

5. What is your favourite colour?
~White,Purple,Black

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
~Yes At First..Untill I Learned A Lesson(aso,Depends)

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, what would u do?
~Don Think So~

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
~Depends On Wad,And Hu The Person(s) Involved

19. how many tie did you break promise to your stead?
~Dunno??

20. pass this to 10 person:
~Don Wan Say Any Names...U Wan Do U Do

ok...dunno which idiot entered my account and posted that lame shit thingy on sunday..i don giv a damn liao == like I would be soo lame to put that up ==

ok...ytd...friday...went sch...got the stupid spontanous writing and the topic is damn lame....don wish to talk about it~ after tat...PE wen to help out Mr Rahim hu was teaching the sec 1s how to shoot and stuff....poor him...hav to come sch at 8+ to coach..even wen he is sick!! lolx...after tat....juz stayed at range to help out for the registration...crazy mutu wanted to sabo me,dismantle or spoil my wife!!! kns!!! my wife u also dare touch!! and that si ahma!!! add oil to the fire....tell her how to turn my sight!!! idiot!! i muz burn more things for ahma liao!! i don think she is R.I.P ...she is angered!!~ haha.... =D

today..sat....morning woke up late and had to chiong to tuition...hungry == den came back....jj came my house and sang for me....jkjk....is the potato..not the tofu or the singing guy... == transferred black square to him....wen off..and slacked....untill 3.30 litdat....wen off for Amath tuition....si aunty!!! last time is u late...den i complain u...now u good la!! walk faster den nvr tell me...become i late....u good !! tuition...bla bla....kept falling asleep....bla bla...wen home...msged...msned...animed...psped...breathed...moved...eating...white blood cells attacking the flu virus...red blood cells transporting oxygen thru out my body...the mint killing my sperms.....argh..haha....joking =D !!

Monday:

waa..sch reopen ler....and the 1st day ALWAYS suck...sit 1hr+ listen seed talk...den after tat g grooming check...CRAZY SIA...my nail so short still kana muz cut...bloody bitch..eye got problem la...go get a specs la! we hav the technology to make one for u!!! bitch...

den go back class....FT are ms/mrs chan and teo if not wrong...bio is hartati which on the FIRST day got HWK le...WTF!!! 1st day leh!! giv break la!!! kaoz....i wan class 3D FT CHER!!! so damn nice la!! KAOKAO!!! i wan change class!! grr....

after sch..shooting...the ONLI thing i am looking forward to wen sch reopen..haha..=D miss the range smell and my wife =D !!!! haha..competition is like in 3 and 4 mths time?? and still got exams..wow...so busy...haha...andand...Teh Xiu Hong has officially gave birth to a baby whom is bisexual!!and the father hu is so irresponsible to look after it and ran off is *ehem*ehem* *ehem* haha=D SI ADEN!!!GIV THE SWEET GOT POISON!!! hengi got anitdote!! but potato and ahma don hav lei!! u almost killed them!! and u almost killed my unlce!!(ahma's baby==)

today:
the sch is damn weird...sch start one day jiu week ends....lolx....today...nthing do except play DJ MAX BLACK SQUARE!! WOOTSS!! ROCKS!!! haha...and watching samurai 7 again ..haha...ltr still muz chiong hwk and stuff...heng today no tuition can slack =D time to go anime-ing and BS-ing!! woots!!