Seems like whatever I can talk about recently is just NS, NS and more NS related stuff. Well.. Cant blame me for the lack of freedom and me-time to go enjoy my civilian life. Think my brain is already tuned to the NS signal Sian :( Gonna start ranting first. 7 weeks in NS, people are finally showing their true colours. I'm being more and more cb (as said by my section mates, esp my buddy) cause I damn gl, asshole or whatever you wanna call it. But it's the having fun kind of course. The worst are those fuckers who don't give a damn and sabo everyone. I know you getting Sian of it but just so a proper job and get over it la. Why must make us get scolded every other day just bec you too lazy to give a fuck. Damn irritated by this kind of things. Do it well, and you just have to do it once. Do it shittily, keep repeating the same shit over and over again. Fun meh?!
Moving on. Damn proud of my platoon today after the ippt test. Even our commanders were happy about it. Best part was when our sir was talking to the whole coy about the individual top scorers for each station. Out of 5 stations, 4 were from our platoon. We could have made it to 5 but oh well nvm. Platoon 1 pride! WOOHOO! I'm one of those 4 ppl too hehe :D but now I have the stress... To maintain my position as the company's fastest 2.4 runner. Only beat the previous record by 2 seconds, and it's not enough. I wanna hit my goal of 8min soon. Still a long way to go from 9.31. Still damn happy I finally did 6 pull ups and passed my ippt test :) slow and steady improvements yeaaaaa.
Mixed feelings about next week's live firing. Bad news first : sibei long waiting hours. Like literally the whole day from morning till night. Unnecessary yet present stress on myself to get marksman if not I'm just a disgrace to my shooting history. Good need : finally get to fire live rounds ^^ Talking about this is making me miss shooting...
Linking from one thing to another, my tutor randomly WA me and my other bros the day before, saying how she missed us, asking about our current lives and for our botak photos hahaha. Seriously best tutor award goes to ms Candy! She was damn happy that we still meet up and keep in contact since year 1.1. Hope we can find one day to meet up with her too!
Running out of things to write. So just my final random thoughts and feelings. Life is kinda bumpy now. Things are not flowing in the way I'm expecting, things are getting tougher. And there's that feeling of being useless when I'm unable to help someone I care for. I miss the old life, I miss having someone to stand by. Oh well just gotta keep moving on ~ I'm starting to like this photo more and more. The ones that have always been around me past 7 years.
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