缺情

Cant rmb the exact words but someone like me who forever 缺情 wont wanna get a gf is hard to believe right? True and not true la. My reply was : 'if i love this person, id have to (most likely would) spend money on her. But if i love myself, id spend money on myself and make me happy. ' Though there are some flaws to this.. how much can i love myself, how much happiness can i buy and how long can i keep buying my own happiness till it no longer has an effect. Just some food for the thought.

A nice day out with yiling! Smoothie king - tried the cocoa x-treme but it wasnt as good as i expected it to be. Tcc - high tea. Nice parfait and cheesecake they had. Vigrin tcc experience, didnt know was so ex. Wild honey - interesting concept they have, got too lazy to look through the menu so anyhow ordered. Food okay lah. The price i stun. 2 person, $70+. Just mains and drinks only.
Eating good food with nice company always brightens up my mood and day. Hope you feel the same eh esp after all your shitty work experiences.
Cant believe total amt we spent today was about 130. And its just on FOOD. Hahaha :D
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Walking this road which ive no idea where it leads to. Just making decisions when required and choosing the options whatever my mood desires. To put it in a word, my life is kinda.... Blank. Like a blank canvas. After i threw out the previous one which was too screwed up to repair. But starting from a blank canvas isnt always the easiest thing to do. Too many options, too hard to choose. Dont know what to draw first. Liabilities are an issue i havnt deal with. Need to start having more cash while having sufficient assets to satisfy my luxury-craving life.

随风飘，随水流，随地站。
No idea what it means but it feels right.

不是你想要的，一定会得到。
有些事，预料不了的。
不要让过去事，影响未来。
好的事情，把它记下来。
不好的，就忘掉把。
不管再难、再痛苦，还是要坚持下去。