Once again. I feel as though im at the lowest point in life, spiritually, mentally. Like my world would crumble at the slightly breeze. Fragile, weak, demoralized. Idk why im feeling like that. Time of the year? Lol. The light at the end of the tunnel just disappeared, surrounding me with darkness. I feel.... Nothingness.
Once thing led to another and i end up watching a midnight movie alone at Jcube. Hobbit 2 in IMAX 3D. Such great quality that i dont know how can i ever bring myself to watch a normal cinema movie anymore. Hahs. Hobbit 2 is a nice show but the ending like Hunger Games!! Stupid cliffhanger... And its been so long since i last left during a movie halfway to use the toilet.. To darn long for me to handle hahahh.
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I wish it would stop. This negativity is killing me from the inside out. I cant take it anymore. I dont want to live on like this. I want to change but i cant find the motivation to do so. Im crawling back to my isolation, where the situation is far worse than when i left it. Fuck. I really hate this...
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