Work is piling up and im starting to struggle to even keep up and cope with the pace things are going. I may only have 4 modules this sem but they are all so technical and memory-based subjects. IEF is seriously a freaking killer. I got lost at the 2nd or 3rd lect and i can really die trying to understand that shit. Projects due after elearning which is next week. And after that comes the common test. Ah fuck really need to buck up and start doing those projects and studying for the damn tests!
On a happier note, i passed BTT earlier on in the afternoon :) 47/50 aint that bad right? Haha. Can finally start learning and hit the roads once i get my license and car. Supper is gonna be a common thing and screw public transports. Squeezing w smelly ppl and having to tahan kaan chiong kiasu uncle/aunty. But contradicting to this is.... Im planning on going overseas to study. And im kinda hating SG. So the car...... Haha.
Been more open in regards to sharing thoughts and feelings recently. If i can, id just answer whatever you ask. I dont get why ppl bad mouth others until so jialat that they put up some kind of barrier between each other and give those weird looks. Judge me all you want for who i hang out with but i try to remain as neutral as possible. I dont want any harsh feelings. I just want everyone around me to be happy... Is that so difficult to understand?
Humans are way too complicated and selfish creatures. Its so hard to trust one fully. I can totally see myself being a crazy animal uncle in the future ( smt like crazy cat lady ) Gonna get a puppy, kitten, hamster, duck and maybe a bird. HEY thats majority of the disney animals hahah. Speaking of animals, Dumbo, yes i named my hamster Dumbo cause he is really dumb, is so damn fat and cuteee HAHAHHAA. So adorable when he curls up into a fluffy little snowball :) *melts* How i wish i can have a conversation with him and he behaving more properly....
