SCS

3weeks in to my SCS, on my 4th with only 4 more weeks to the end of foundation term. No idea which unit would I be posted to for my pro term but I'm hoping it would be a relaxed one :p . Comparing SCS to BMT, I honestly don't know what to say. Having mixed feelings cause I like BMT more even though SCS is considered more Lepak. One thing I hate in SCS, they are freaking inefficient. Always have screw ups on all levels. And some people here really no brain one. Like their brain is just to fill that hollow space in their head with no useful function whatsoever. And there's those in Platoon 1 specifically who have no sense of urgency. Everyone waiting for them and they still dare to take their own sweet time. As if the world owns them a living -.- Pisses me off time after time.

Slightly recovered from my fever 2 days back. Oh it was so horrible. Felt so groggy and lifeless. I even slept on when my Sgt Major was talking to me. Can't help it... Speaking of Sgt Major, he is the most anal commander in our coy. He is the one who punishes us most of the time. Next would be our Master Sgt. He ah ... Cool and chill guy as long as you do your work properly. He is in charge of our platoon, nvm. What's bad is my dad knows him omggg :O He frequents my dad's clinic so yea.. Ggwp to me I guess.

Life is kinda messy in a way, pointless and aimless in a way too. Like I don't have the drive to do anything more at this point of time. Just living day by day, looking forward to sleeping at night and dreading to wake at 4+am the next day... What to do, this is NS. Sigh!

Havnt been meeting up with much ppl recently, just the same old bunch over and over again. But those meet ups are definitely worth it. Colours up my life for that short while before heading back to that dull and boring stage.

Honestly, I don't know what to do anymore. I want yet I can't.