I've tried

Love is a very confusing and complicated thing. It's not as easy as confessing and tadah, you're together. Its a deeper level of understanding, caring, and loving. It's a commitment which you must put in everything you can. No holding back, no regrets, and no turning back.

Sadly, I'm kinda stuck in this shit hole of a situation for 4yrs and counting, I don't blame anyone, I don't hate it exactly too. Its a blessing in disguise I guess? You have all the freedom you want, going out with whom you like without answering to anyone else, and just do whatever you feel like, when you feel like doing it. But with all these freedom, there is that something missing, a tradeoff. You don't have anyone to turn back to after a day of havoc and exhaustion. You lack that emotional support where you can just return to that person as a safe house from everything else. Well that's that right? Freedom, sure, but you're on your own when shit happens. Relationship, sort of restricted but you will always have someone there to survive even the toughest times together.
Wow. That's pretty long for a prologue! HAHAH. On to the main point now : well recently I started talk to someone. Lets use J this time round. I met J long ago at a friends party. We were acquainted somehow. Fast forward to few days back. I met J while going for a run. Didn't had my phone with me at that point so I waited till i got home to FB msg J. Started off pretty well, but everything changed when I tried to take it further. No more replies. Bam, nothing.

The end.

HAHAHAH sorry if I wasted your time reading this. Nah I'm not really sorry at all. Like I give a damn :p

But yea, if things are meant to be, I'm sure it will be right? Even if the timing isn't right, you just have to wait right? Be it days, weeks, months or even years. Obviously you can't wait blindly for everyone whom you fancy. There is that different feel which I can't put into words. The feel varies from person to person. But based on the feel, you know that's the one. Right? I don't know...