Its been a long time

Its been a long time since i wrote smt, been wanting to do it for quite a while so here goes.

Apparantly this blog has been made known to another person... Well since its buddy i guess nvm la hor. As long as its not Her can le :/
Still so many things left unsaid between us. I wanna know how youve been. I wanna know whats going on in your life. I wanna see you again.
At the end of the day, what matters most is still you. Mehh all these are just bits and pieces of things i go through by myself everyday single day.

Projects are going down one by one, the sem is drawing to a close. Whats left is the Integrated Project and 2 exam papers, which is 2weeks away, which i havnt studied for yet. Just wanna get IP done and over with soon! Cant stand certain groupmates. Pissing me off so easily with every action or word said. Gahhhh just want holidays to come sooner! Sep ~ wait for me, im coming :)

Through certain situations, you can tell who are really your friends and who are just someone passing by in your life. Im unhappy but i will just live with it. I feel as thou i dont even belong NP shooting club anymore. The members are just people that are there because they are. Friends that i once saw as family feel like strangers now. I hate being fucking left out for no damn reason. But fuck it eh? Sua lo. Not worth my effort and time.

Friends that i view as family, friends that i care for and friends that are just a title.. Ive tried and im tired. Really tired. If i could, i would just move to some deserted island, live alone with my pet dog or smt. Humans are way too complicated and cannot be trusted easily.

Well that apart, i dont know whats gone wrong with me. Think hanging out with the guys team kinda influenced me uh! But i see this trend.. Every girl i tried to like.. Id always get shot down. So not gonna set my expectations too high up, and prepare for the worst case scenario. Hahhaa time to sleep. Nights :)