Fml. Past few days were crappy to the core. Just ytd, had a horrible time at tennis. Was playing so badly and frustrated to the point of almost smashing my racket. And today, just a normal shoot and i did so badly. I completely lost my feel and in a fucking bad slump. Nothing i do goes well or ends well. Just hope i pick myself up before sat HTNS invitational shoot... jeez idw go back to that loser state. Whr i just suck at everything! Well at least now is somehow better but not to my expectation. Wheres my motivation? Wheres the feel i used to get just my gripping my racket handle or my rifle grip?! No feel, no game man... thats my problem :/
Ahh fuck my life ~ left 1 report with that group w crap member. Member without the 's' . That one particular person is so fucking useless, giving shit contributions and basically not doing anything helpful == arghhhh wtf man!!!! Just wanna sleep le la. Gonna spam shooting for now just to force the feel back into me. Everything just sucks now.. like seriously :(
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