Sunday, June 3, 2012

:(

I dont know if meeting you was a good thing or not. I dont know if having your twitter ac on my phone is a right or wrong thing too.... Reading that 1 DM to your friend was more than enough.... I dont know how to put it into words. Maybe i just dont understand you well enough and neither do you. Maybe thats where the problem is :/

It feels like i just left the peak of the roller coaster and going downhill all the way. Hopefully it will climb up soon and things will turn for the better:) one reason to why im so unclear is because i dont know of what i really want and of the consequences >< arghh this is so frustrating! Why am i so conplicating to the extent of me not understanding myself too :( wed. After your exam i will find a way to straighten things out... Hopefully? I dont know how to make this gamble. I hate to lose especially in such stuff :< i dont know ehy but im friggen sad over this till my eyes getting watery. Why am i affected so much?! Do you really mean that much to me?!! If so how much do i mean to you? I really wanna know :/

Sorry for not being honest at that time. I dont even know myself and my wants.
Sorry for not living up to your expectation but im sure there is a way to solve that part.
Sorry if we still cnt understand each other well enough but communication/understanding improves with time right?
I think i might have fallen in love with you... Damnit!

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