was bored and thus looked back at some of my super super old posts... wow things really have changed man. i even have some problems trying to decipher what i was talking at that point of time. but still it brings back to much memories ^^ come to think of it... i always wondered.. how much have i changed over the years? maybe a little less childish? maybe a little more retarded? i dont know~ all i know is some things in life will never change and i hope it will stay that way forever.
rotted my morning till now away doing nothing but watching vid on com or just nua-ing on bed ;/ going to start work on tut after dinner~ i feel like going for a run today>< hmmm should i? or maybe i should go for a run tml morning at like 5+ am? hahahaha see how la!
i see my blog like quite plain ah... lets add some COLOURS! or just colour without the 's' hehe.
anwww~ i feel as though im losing my senses. i dont know whats wrong with me and i dont know how to help myself too. even panda can tell that im just showing a happy front while hiding all those unhappiness and stuff inside... sighh what is to become of me and my future? i really dont know. hope, if there is still such a thing left for me, please appear soon. im losing myself, im losing you. its the same actually since i would definitely go mad and lose myself if one day you were to disappear from my sights. ;(
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