Everynight, i think about what has happened and how things are now. Reviewing the past at stuff... Adding on to the fact that i feel most weak and vulnerable at night, i feel like just letting everything out :( its killing me inside out even as i type! Argh how am i gonna live on properly like that! The light at the end of the tunnel was just a candle burning me and choking me slowly... I feel as thou im talking to myself but i will just do what i normally do. Why should anything be different after that? I should feel comfortable and relaxed~
Hoping mutu will be free to go out with me on sunday :( she is the one girl i can open up to, lean on when times are bad and be happy just be being with her :/ that one girl i cannot live without~ hahs im sure everybody has that someone too^^ oh well shall sleep now~ boring day tml><
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