done

Its been so long since i last opened up and said everything that i truly feel deep down in my heart. Was tearing as i recalled the events leading up to now. You are still the only person i can really trust even with my life...

Why make my own life so miserable? Im the one thats crumbling my own world, not the world that is crumbling. I really need to stop trusting people so easily and stop seeing them as important people to me when they are not. Im gonna need some time to change and adapt thou... People nowadays are so damn fake... You will never know whats hiding under that daily mask when you see everyday.

Ahhh ive really messed myself up big time. Its kinda ironic imo. I trust you but you dont trust me. Certain things make me unable to trust as easily now. What made you like that now is bec of your past, what make me now is bec of you. COMPLICATED MAX! But all i know is, youre right. It was just a crush and i shouldnt be wasting time on you especially when its hurting me so much. But i will still stick to what i said and always be there for you when you need it. I will not leave like others. I hate going back on my words ahh ;/

*doors are closing, please stay away from my heart for its not going to be opened as easily as before anymore* It took me so long to open up since my break up with mutu only to shut it back once more. Shall just continue waiting for the right person then.....