woke up, went school for np shooting club meeting on the FOC. Was selected as a GL?!?! surprised but not bad la! I wanna try leading once cause im always the follower >< never the leader.. hope i would do a good job! settled most of the stuff we GLs were suppose to do, by monday, within a few hours. Accompanied solo and lian kai to the IT Show again~ today is seriously damn crowded sia! so hard to move around and kept squeezing about...
life seems so monotonous nowadays..wake up, eat, play com, watch shows and sleep... occasionally would go out but thats about it ;( unsure if my heart is dead already or what. unsure if love still exists within me. unsure i can BELIEVE in love again... thinking about such things make me just wanna cry it all out! but it seems ive ran out of tears after she making me countless times. cant seem to move on completely no matter how hard i try. part of me just wants to keep on loving you endlessly despite how hurtful it has been or will be. thinking and thinking nonstop~ i really need someone again...its been too long.. think i might just breakdown and implode anytime... sighh!
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